Why I sigh

Personal junk, things I think are funny, sad stuff, happy stuff, just my life as I see it + lots of dreams. (Disclaimer- Not everything that appears in this blog is 100% accurate.)

Friday, September 09, 2005

I'm baaaaaaaaaack

OMG I was gone for soooooo long! I'm sure you all missed me sooo much you posted your worry in a comment on my blog..... Nope, the only comment I had while I was away was some jerk posting ads. Is that legal? Seriously. Is is legal to advertise on someone's blog without their express consent? In case there is ever a question- NO you CANNOT post ads to my blog! Get your own blog and leave mine alone!
Ok... So it's been over a month... what's new? My aunt finally moved and took her loud ass stinky dogs with her, unfortunately Caitlyn went with her :(. Caitlyn now has to go to yet another new school and make new friends all over again. I hope she keeps in touch with her old friends though. I know how much it sux to lose your friends all the time because some adult decides you have to move.
Everyone that still lives here had to clean up the mess they left behind. It's been over a week since they moved out and it's still not all done. We finally got nearly all the trash cleaned up- we have these HUGE trash bags I mean really huge, Thursday was trash day and we had 7 - SEVEN HUGE bags full of trash from all the crap they left behind. The basement needs to be scrubbed from top to bottom to get rid of that animal stench and then it should all be done and no more angry posts about my aunt or her dogs.
I have been painting a little bit. Not as much as I'd like- headaches again, but still ...
I just finished this one ... it's all red, a little black and a little white- it's pain, or my inturpretation of the pain I was feeling at the time. (I realize I'm typoing but I have a virus scan goign on right now and my computer is running slow- like two sentences behind at times and I'm not about to go back and fix everything right now. ) I have some new paints, new colors and a brand new set of water colors. So far I'm not liking the water colors, need to practice with them a little, get a feel for them.
I also got a new set of pencils- actually two sets if you count my crayola colored pencils :). I found this huge pad of easel paper for real cheap and was kinda trying the pencils out on that, but then there was this big problem that's to boring to get into so I started painting again. I was thinking ... alot of my paintings try to capture feeling or emotion, I wonder if maybe I shoudl try to capture more complex emotions, like happiness mixed with anxiety and sadness and content and anger and ...etc... I wonder if I could- could be my new ongoing project- could fill several rejected canvases...